Even with all the hope that comes with springtime, and the lovely weather and great things happening in all areas of my life (except for the whole not getting pregnant thing), the two week wait takes forever.
It's been 4 days, which means I can test in 6, but I kind of dread testing because it's always negative, but I always think it's going to be positive, and then I feel stupid for getting my hopes up. And if that's not all annoying enough, THEN I GET MY PERIOD! It's really not fair. Why can't people trying to get pregnant just be exempt from menstruation?
The only nice thing about the 2ww is that I don't have to go to the doctors. EXCEPT I do, because I don't like doing progesterone suppositories (the progesterone makes me a bit moody, and I had my first miscarriage while taking them so that wasn't the problem) so I am going in for a blood test to check that my progesterone is not low. It will just be a fast blood test, but still. Annoying.
I got my visa bill today. The sperm, plus the drugs, plus the acupuncture - ouch! At least I get points of some sort for all of this crap.
I start a new job next week. It's terrible timing if I am pregnant, but I was recruited to this position without applying, and I wasn't in a position to say no because it's a great opportunity. This is the first month that it wouldn't be devastating not to get pregnant, so at least there's that.
Past my bedtime. Hope someone who reads this gets some good news soon!
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