As excited as I am to have positively peed on 4 sticks, (lines getting darker each time) I was still waiting for the other shoe to drop. I have a lot of anxiety around my beta HCG test, because I've had low HCG before that ultimately resulted in miscarriage/chemical pregnancy. My HCG was 257 at 13dpiui - I was so excited! I looked up the levels I had when I was first pregnant with my son and on day 12 it was 159 and on day 14 it was 472, so I wanted to land somewhere in the middle and was so happy that I did.
I am feeling so relieved, and yet still so worried. The more I let myself believe that this might really happen, the more afraid I get of having my heart broken.
In the meantime, my boobs are sore and sensitive, and my uterus feels full. And I am so hungry all the time and I feel a bit tired in the aft and a lot tired in the evening. All great signs, but still. My fingers are crossed!
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